Las Thursday (17/6/10), as usual, went to office in the morning..

around 9+.. i went n check out my FB.. saw one of my friend - Debbie Soh's status.. stated, "had a bad dream.. woke up even had even worst sms about joash wee.. pls someone tell me its not real.. the sms is wrong.. this cannot be.."

then i quickly commented on her status, asking what had happened?

since i thought i can't really wait for her reply on FB.. i msged my best friend - John Tan about it.. asking him to update me on Joash's accident.. which I still dunno what had happen..

John juz replied me telling me that he'll update me.. after a few minutes, John replied again..
"oh u didn't know. He passed away in an accident"

at that very moment.. I still can't accept that it was true.. i quickly called him and ask more of the details.. but the 1st call, he can't hear me, follow by a few engage numbers.. I juz don't know why everytime at this kind of critical moment, calls just can't get thru, n I was nervous and worried..

called him again n finally got thru.. but he told me he doesn't know the whole story as the accident happened in Pahang.. which he was in KL..

I felt so helpless as I was in Perth.. so far away..

at that very moment.. i straight away dropped tears.. it was really unacceptable..

Story between me and him
somewhere in the 1st half of 2008, i've been seeing alot of FB updates from my church member (home church - HPA) mentioning about Joash Wee.. and I did saw a lot of pics of him which I have no idea who's this guy..

being the usual chatty me, i went n ask them who was he.. then they said that, "he's a very nice guy, good looking, good in guitar, play for the church, etc.."

no doubt, he was quite good looking, and have a very nice smile on the face..

in end of June, 2008, i finally went back to Msia for the very 1st time after coming to for Perth for 2 years..

n i also finally met Joash Wee in person.. if i'm not mistaken, when i asked my friends about him, my friends said that he has gone back to Muar for holidays, and will be back soon.. and I was kinda looking fwd to meet him personally..

n when I finally met him personally, I need to leave to Perth again.. n the above picture was my one and only picture that I've took with him..

to tell u the truth.. I can't actually recall what we have chatted about or how often we hang out when I went back to Msia.. or did I see him the last time I went back?

but truly, his smile did really impact my life.. I can't believe that we weren't that close, yet he has impacted my life so much that every now and then, whenever I read the news, saw the videos, pictures of him.. I will just cry..

throughout all the testimonies of his friends, I can really c that Joash really did leave a great memory behind in each of everyone's life.. including me..

was thinking to myself.. for a person that I'm not so close with, can be so sad about what had happened, how about those that see him everyday, since young til then?

I can bearly imagine how.. but there's a time to mourn, and there's a time to look forward..

I believe that him and his family members are in God's hand now.. no more pain, no more worries.. but enjoying what God has prepared for them..

I pray that through his life testimony and his families, God will use them to reach more of the unsaved ones..

here are some videos that I found from his FB that his friends has posted.. very meaningful..


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~*kimmy signing off*~